Private message to Draco Malfoy
Jan. 4th, 2013 09:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alt_dracoNo one can ever know, so write it here and be done.
First: You are sickeningly weak. Doesn't fit with what you thought of yourself, but now proof undeniable. You have a wand, don't you? And you are taller, stronger. Could have done more. Insisted. Remember who you fucking are - you could see to it that she never works anywhere in the Protectorate for the rest of her life. (Should consider? No, don't want to think of her again.)
Also worth noting: Not as good as they make it sound. And unsavoury, given the circumstances.Did Father know she I want a bath. Maybe a drink.
Second: This is not who you are. Forget it, and be the man you want to be. The one that she deserves. Get yourself together, man, etc.
She smelled like vanilla. Or the room did. Something.
So, now you will hate the smell of vanilla.
I hate regret, it is the worst feeling known to man. It reminds you of all the ways that you are less than a man. And yet I'm relieved that I feel it, because if I didn't. What would that mean.
First: You are sickeningly weak. Doesn't fit with what you thought of yourself, but now proof undeniable. You have a wand, don't you? And you are taller, stronger. Could have done more. Insisted. Remember who you fucking are - you could see to it that she never works anywhere in the Protectorate for the rest of her life. (Should consider? No, don't want to think of her again.)
Also worth noting: Not as good as they make it sound. And unsavoury, given the circumstances.
Second: This is not who you are. Forget it, and be the man you want to be. The one that she deserves. Get yourself together, man, etc.
She smelled like vanilla. Or the room did. Something.
So, now you will hate the smell of vanilla.
I hate regret, it is the worst feeling known to man. It reminds you of all the ways that you are less than a man. And yet I'm relieved that I feel it, because if I didn't. What would that mean.
