I see you point, but just the same... I don't feel like changing and growing. Not just now, at least. I want to play portkey and have a laugh, just because I can.

I don't resent her at all, actually. She's got no say in any of it.

I resent HIM. I can acknowledge that it's not exactly fair, but I can't make the feeling go away, either. No matter how many early mornings I spend flying.