And you're right. It's not invented if someone has actually said that they'll do it and more.
I still feel like utter shit about having to do it, though.
And to have him say it like that doesn't make it any easier. I guess that's what I get, though. And yeah, you're right, I did write him. To see if he could see a way out. Or, you know, a way to fake it properly. And I guess this is his way of saying that I've got to do it, but there's no getting around that it's the wrong thing to do, no matter the reason.
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When we were six.
And you're right. It's not invented if someone has actually said that they'll do it and more.
I still feel like utter shit about having to do it, though.
And to have him say it like that doesn't make it any easier. I guess that's what I get, though. And yeah, you're right, I did write him. To see if he could see a way out. Or, you know, a way to fake it properly. And I guess this is his way of saying that I've got to do it, but there's no getting around that it's the wrong thing to do, no matter the reason.
Which sucks.